...I just have to post this snapshot =) hahaha kami cool... sorry Dah...ko nda dpt join =P

Yes yes, I'll stop procrastinating and start reading..

Whisper@.6:56 PM.

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I found this on Youtube =) Seeeee...how jobless I am.. haha but it is all good..
I believe this is the most awesome short video on Brunei Tourism I ever seen! Now, I am more keen and excited to do my AE on Brunei Tourism..

Huhu..but before that.. exam first bah ihhhh... 3 more.. one done.. =)
Good Luck for the exam everyone =)

p/s: Thundercat! =)

Whisper@.6:21 PM.

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Distractions Distractions please go away~
Brain Brain please cooperate with me~

As much as I want to make myself freak out with the fact that I have so much to read by giving my brain a signal that I will not be able to cover everything on time.. it doesnt seem to work..

Kenapa kan cemani ani???
I am not gifted and I don't have photographic memory..
I do not concentrate in class, I draw stick figure on my notebook, I don't jot down notes and my lecture slides is a mess and I am practically building a paper clutter, or I can even make a paper tower *thinking about making one now* haha!

I have 13 chapters to cover for my Sunday's paper.. and my Islamic Economics essay due on Saturday is at 0/1500 words.. hmmmm.. so brain, freak out now??

I am uninspired, unmotivated and a major slacker..
I shall say goodbye to 'A' now and shall welcome 'B' 'C', ehh, wait.. 'B' lah..whatever..

Gosh, here am I making excuses again and making everything complicated where the solution is clear = BELAJAR lah..*yes, I am such a drama queen*
and I am sorry for wasting 5 minutes of your life by reading this post of mine..

Here, I left you with this song.. happy song! it makes me happy!
It makes me forget all my heartache for 3:54 mins.. haha

Whisper@.11:49 PM.

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I stayed home all day yesterday which was amazing..but the not so amazing thing was I did nothing.. not revising, not working on my essay.. nothing.. just facing my laptop all day and lying in bed thinking about what shall I do next when it was already clear that I should be doing my essay..

Owh, I went home way passed midnight last on the Sunday and Monday..
On the Sunday, it was Dyjie's Birthday Party at Aneka Rasa, where we played bingo and fighting fish war.. hahah, too bad my fish retreated at most of the match.. haha.. nada kuat ih..kecewa ku.. and I was expecting the match to be as brutal as the sabung ayam..but yea.. biasa biasa saja.. owh, I was the only girl who brought the fish, the rest are all boys.. and Yes, I am not a compasionate person and not so girly..

The fate of my fish? I gave it away, there is no room for weak fish in my room..haha..inda bah =P.. but yea, that was my intention from to very beginning, I bought the fish just for the duel, not to keep it as a pet..I already had 9 other fish to care for.. So I gave away to Jim. Suruh ia menjaga..haha

The fish of the day was Jaem's.. gila ikan nya ahh..ganas! smua kan d attack nya! d pagi nya minum protein kali or d randam nya sama panadol =P.. we kinda put all the fish on the same basin and let them 'play'.. so his fish won the overall match and he went home as a proud owner..
We went for another minum2 at the Taurean Arch after that, played Truth or Dare.. manakan inda akhir balik jadi nya =p

Then on the Monday night, I went out for a movie date with Mr.Rockstar, we watched 2012..It was such a long movie..for me it was siok lah.. bnyk org mati..haha.. The funny thing was, my date failed to mention that it was a double date! hahaha.. I was surprised tapi okay lah the other couple was cool people.. Thank you for the movie and dinner treat =)

Whisper@.2:44 PM.

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In love with this song.. make me wanna go bad =P
This song my ringtone for a month plang sdah...

Im going to dyjie's birthday party later..tapi macam kan hujan ahh...it has been raining heavily since the last few nights..hopefully tonight better sikit.. Im quite paranoid sal hujan labat ani.. jara ku stranded nda dpt balik rumah macam masa malam banjir masa early this year..

Whisper@.4:44 PM.

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I watched the the overly-rated Paranormal Activity yesterday.. Ihhh..nada siok ih..not even scary.. haha kalo compare sama Phobia 2, phobia 2 manang hands down.. =P

On thursday night I went out with my girlfriends! lama sdah nda jumpa durang especially Dahriah.. I invited Ly along..hhehe, surprisingly she made it.. =P its good to catch up with the girls =)



Owh, Im losing weight again! Time to freak out! hahaha...
Again, losing the interest to blog.. jangan nda saja bah ahh =)

Whisper@.9:23 AM.

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Today is the last day of my semester 7..then on monday the start of our revision week and my first paper would be on the 22nd..yes on freaking sunday! haha.. well, our time table exam balum keluar ahhh...macam...hehhhh! my first paper atu pun my lecturer yg bagi tau..

To close the curtain of our 7th semester, the Economics gang and I (minus Nora and Jum) went for lunch and movie =) Had our lunch at Pizza Hut and we watched Phobia 2.. I shall rate it 4/5! hahaha... made me jump up my seat.. as much as I hated the part2 yg mmbagi tekajut but the storyline siuk..

Owh, my fish update! haha 2 of my fish committed suicide..They jumped out while I was busy cleaning their tank..haha so, I refused to be held responsible on their death, they died not because of my kecuaian.. =P *in denial*.. So I bought 3 more tetra's different species to replace them..hahaha

Yesterday, for E-government we had anoter study visit to the AiTi.. boring ih visit nya... siok lagi masa d I-Centre..

Bah thats it for now :)

Whisper@.6:37 PM.

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Hahhahaha..this is crazy.. i am obsess with my pet fish.. I kept on getting new stuff for the aquarium.. yesterday, I bought the water filter and fake plant..owh I also bought 3 new fishes..gold fish plang..haha..nda tahan hati..

And just now I made another quick visit to the fish shop..and bought the blue colouring..psal aku mau air nya warna biru..I bought new fish food jua since the former one made the water dirty..but seems to be the new food is too big for my tetra..ahhaha cana ni cana ni...
and on top of that, I love to see my fish ate when I fed them..ahha which causing me to overfed them! hahaha..macam selang2 2 jam..haha ikut owner nya bah tu ah..psal owner nya lapar setiap 2 jam..

Palau ih..why do the fish shop has to be so close to my house kann.. I cant help it but singgah..hahaha...and now I am thinking of buying a bigger fish tank..hahaha..yg ada neon light apa inda ahh...shyt shyt! owh, they even sell lobster..hahaha..aku mau bali!!..

I am getting a fighting fish before sunday, since my gang and I are going to have a duel..haha.. kan training lagi apa.. haha..macam smua org terpengaruh oleh ku.. =P aku tidak bertanggungjawab tu ahh..

Owh, my sister said, my behaviour is like a lilttle girl yang macam pilih2 baju untuk barbie nya..haha damn!

Bah bah enough with my fish mania..

I had my monetary test this morning and it was considered easy for someone who only woke up at 6.30 to read..haha..I finished answering the two questions in 20 mins?? where the time allocation was suppose to be 1 hr... submitted my monetary essay and after my lunch I am going to continue working on my ASEAN essay (60% done) and I need to submit it by 3pm via email.. Then karang malam say at 8, I'll start working on my E-govt essay...haha cana? very good planning right?? hahaha..cana bulih dpt book prize atu dulu??? =P

Tata then.. I wanna have my lunch =)

Whisper@.11:06 AM.

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I finally bought myself pet fish..fishes to be exact.. I bought 5 tetra fish.. I was suppose to spend very little but I got carried away.. haha.. Initially I wanted to buy beta fish widely known as fighting fish..very low maintenance, no oxygen pump needed..simpan saja dlm cawan..haha.. They are very pretty..but very malas.. I want active fish..

So going round and round I saw this school of fish, very active and very colourful.. So I decided to buy 5 of them $1/each..haha the size? like 1 inch..damit banar.. could've bought gold fish.. but I'm not a big fan of gold fish.. So I got carried away, went to buy this new fancy aquarium and the oxygen pump..ahha barang2 nya lagi mahal dari harga ikan nya..so yea.. its okay, I start with cheap fish and will see how long it last..

This afternoon I went to another fish shop, since my aquarium seems to be too big for my 5 tetras.. haha..I am going to buy slighly bigger fish..tadi liat2 saja dulu..tahan tahan saja..maybe next week =)

Yes, I am trying to keep this new hobby of mine as long as it takes.. my friends made a bet that my fish will die in 2 months..haha I was thinking they will die in 2 weeks! hahaha..

Hmm..why fish?? I dun wanna get emotionally attach to them..haha.. cat? aku nda minat..hamster or rabbit? bebau.. owhh maybe I should get a snake or tarantula yea?? hehhehe..
Haha, sedih usulnya aku ahh.. just like spinster who kept a cat to accompany them..

p/s: Thank you zana for dagani aku bali ikan =P

Whisper@.7:51 PM.

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First of all congrats to my dearest girlfriend ajah for getting the job! Fancy position mu ahh..'Applied Behavioural Analysis Consultant' kalo ckp melayu apa tu?

So nda tah dpt d culik ko bawa jalan bila2 masa ni ahh.. No more random breakfast and on the spot aga ko bawa jalan..hahaha..Inda tah apply lagi tu yg 'aku free bila-bila masa'..hahaha but its all good.. =) Anyway Congratulation a Celebration~

Anyway, I seriously need to get myself a pet! a FISH to be exact! haha aku mau yg low maintence saja lah.. Kan d liat brapa lama hayat nya ku menjaga..
Been wanting to get a fish for some time now.. but always cakap2 saja.. but that one night I had a dream of taking care varieties of fish in a big aquarium..haha maybe that is a sign..haha..

If people ask why do I need a pet fish? Jawapan nya: Aku Kesunyian! hahah yea..i know I am such a loser.. hahaha

Whisper@.7:11 PM.

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Thank You to Mr W and Miss M..<-haha antam tah kamu ah..mau tah jua kai code name.. Happy friendship day to both of you too!

Anyway I went to the ABACUS travel fair last friday and booked my flight to Singapore for early January..hahaha.. and tadi I went to the travel agent and pay for my flight!!
And yang manis nya, I will be going to KL too during the final week of December..then 5 days later ke Singapore...

I'll be going with my Aunt and Brother..since my brother cant joined our trip to KL due to his work attachment..so aku sesuka hati nya plan bawa ia ke Spore lpas ia abis attachment..I managed to pursuade the Aunt to become our chaperon.. Went to book the ticket w/o telling my dad which dengan confiden nya I asumme he will pay for my our flight :p

Thank you to dear daddy, for bayar kan my flight ticket eventhough he was a lil bit reluctant at the beginning..

Mom: 'Siapa tah kan mmbayarkan ticket mu atu?"
Me: dengan selamba nya.."Babah~"
Dad: "Ihh, bahapa lagi kan ke spore baru jua balik dari KL"
Me: "bah jangan tah nah, cancel tia ticket ku =("
Dad: "Berapa kan harganya?"

Me: Ketawa dalam hati~

I love you dad! I know I have been disobedient and upset u at times.. I try to be a good daughter okay =)

Hmmmmmm...I shall start my financial planning and budgeting from now!
So friends dlm masa 2 months ani, kalo kan mmbawa bjln if I declined ertinya I am on tight budget.. =P well ngam plang jua ni psal exam is just around the corner..

KL KL, Spore Spore..Here I come~ and donation box for my trip adalah d buka.. =p

Whisper@.4:33 PM.

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Alhamdullilah =)

"Cemerlang"..listening to that word made me gigle for a while tadi.. Because I never considered myself as cemerlang.. Not even at slightest moment.. Eventhough I can be very serious with my work but I was never the hard working type and far from being the high acheiver..

But come to think of it, looking back I am not new to this,
I did get something similar to this during my O'level and A'level years..
For achieving 8'O during my O'level and outstanding achiement award for my A'level for being the only one getting grade A in Sociology..and I am proud to say..the only one in Brunei during that year =8)

Wah.. maybe I do have a lil bit element of 'cemerlang' in me no matter how much I resisted that label.. Well, I do put some effort to get to those stage..but I cant really say my effort required a great struggle as I still have room to laugh,cheer and have fun in between.. Maybe it is partly due to my character which potray challenges as opportunities and my brain works really well under pressure..I also have this habit refusing to be label as a good student..haha maybe I am just afraid that I cant keep up with the expectation :p

Whisper@.10:13 PM.

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