Received unexpected news from Nana yesterday afternoon =)
Whisper@.1:07 PM.
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
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NOTE to self: Should never join any game/activities that is physically demanding like amazing race dan yg sewaktu dengannya! dont be ambitious, ukur kemampuan stamina diri sendiri..
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAAHHAHAHA
BANGANG surely reflect the state of our team especially me! kana suruh bebasikal zig zag I go straight.. I am very very unfit..today's race adalah evidende I am very very poor in physical challenge.. Running is a definitely no- no.. haha apa lagi mengangkat bicycle up and down the hill.. But today, I did things that I never thought I am capable of =)Okay lah..the organisation of the race wah okay lah..ada jua BS at some checkpoints..but yea andang expected plang tu the committee bangang..so since kami team bangang..makin lah bangang kan..hehe..
Prenn, gotta sensored it...haha
Fun? sikit lah..but mostly cursing all the way especially during the last checkpoint..
Ada usul bangang? awo ahh..in real life org bangang nda melangap sebasar aku atu..hahap/s: To my team mate Sorry for holding the team back by being super slow.. and Thank you for keeping up with my slow phase, for dragging me, being understanding with the fact I am very poor in this area and the moral support.. =)
Mana satu kasut ku nah?
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
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My team consisted of Azr Kusut, Ziman Prenn and Jaem Afro..haha..rather a unique combination.. mana jua..last minute jua bah kami register.. =) Nama team kami..Team Bangang =)
I am very very unfit.. hopefully nda bnyk running here and there..but yea..mun sudah namanya amazing race atu belari2 tah kali tu ahh..damn! and yea..harap2 physical challenge nya nda extreme..kalah tah ku tu yoo..
Well, I heard ada 11 checkpoints..hmm...kalo part2 touching disgusting things maybe I can put up with that challenge..tapi kali part yg makan2 atu aku pass lah ahh..
Thats it for today.. I am expecting myself to get muscle pain,fatigue and kepisan esuk..haha
Sunday, October 25, 2009
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Yesterday was amazing!
KNK part 3 I shall say.. this time we went to the Belait District~ =)
So together with my two lovely 'jobless' girlfriends Nurul and Ajah and our so called driver Mr.F, we had our awesome journey to Belait..
The initial plan was to depart at 9am but our driver/ride overslept.. So the girls and I went for breakfast first while waiting for Mr.F to wake up..I rang him 10times which was left unanswered.. When I was about to give up and decided to drive all the way to Belait on my own baru tah ia txt ckp ia baru bangun..Bagus ahh..desperate times call for desperate measure.. haha
Ada yg bebata teddy lagi tu..macam jauh banar bah perjalanan kami ahhSo we departed around 11.15am and reached our first destination, OGDC Seria around noon..lunch break durang..While waiting, we went to KB town.. kami lunch at Riviera Cafe<-lurus kah nda ni namanya =P.. That place lawa plang, siring sungai, gnya bau sungai and the food nda berapa..haha.. nya c unknown..yatah TK durang tu =P 
Safety first, please wear your seatbelt..too bad tangah2 nada seatbelt ah =P
Mr.F
Then off we go to OGDC =) interesting lah.. my two girlfriends were trying their best to complete the puzzle..haha cute~ Arah garden ada miniature version of the places of interest in Belait..Too bad it was raining..we only managed to take picture at the miniature Billionth Barell Monument =)
Lets go back to kindergarten
We're falling!Not dissapoint ourselves, we asked Mr.F to take us to the REAL Billionth Barell Monument.. I always wanted to go to that place..psal ku liat lawa wah tmpat atu untuk begambar.. hehe..I was right! we took some amazing pictures at that place.. *lighting lighting!* =P Then it was about time to go back to Bndar..before that we had our hi-tea at CA Mohammed Seria =) 
Meyampati begmbar before ujan labatp/s: Special thank you to Mr.F for the ride, jadi photographer & the treat =) Jgn jara ahh..nxt trip lagi k? =)
Haha..macam prnah ni kitani gmbar cemani..minus the payung lah
Hehe, charlies angel?
Now, aku d tangga bawah..supaya balance
Majal ni dgn payung *lighting lighting* nya..kan advert HSBC kan tu :p
Eseh~ i like this one =)Overall, our KNK trip to Belait was amazing..walaupun hujan sikit2 and PANAS..napa kan ia panas atu..nada angin..and this time with the help of Mr.F we can take pictures like crazy..all the 3 of us included =)
Girls next time mana lagi? mangrove resort? or night cruise? haha
Dah, too bad you cant join us kerana tangungjawab mu untuk mejadi guru yg dedikasi =) maybe next time =)
Friday, October 23, 2009
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I woke up at 1 pm about 13 hours ago.. =)
Went msn with the girlfriend and decided to go for Movie Marathon at Nurul's place..
I picked up Dah and Ajah..then ambil c nurul jua psal ia mau ikut kami shopping snacks untuk movie marathon kami d Hua Ho Manggis....
Kami liat The Ugly Truth.. gila ceta atu ihh.. but yea..siok jua lah..Kan smbung movie no.2 takut keakhiran..so we decided to end our movie marathon.. pastu sorang2 lapar..we went for dinner at one restaurant d Serusop.. nda nyaman..sorry girls for bringing all of you to the wrong restaurant.. salah wahhhh...hhehehe...Lpas makan kami antar c Dah..Ajah & I lepak sekajab lagi d rumah c nurul..kami webcam sama c unknown! haha..hi unknown~ =P jadi ko belanja kami??
Cantik ih c ajah atu ih~ Shyt! makin obvious bone arah leher ku atu ah..apakan namanya tu?
hehe..bah thats it for now :) good night people...
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
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It was one interesting trip lah :)I had my presentation this morning..Tough luck! My pendrive betrayed me! Corrupted yo! Baik jua I prepared hand out.. but yea, it spoiled the whole mood..so I just sat and did my presentation by reading from the paper..
Eseh c adeb ah!
Group photo with the lecturer
Well, my bad lah for not checking the file again since I was too sleepy sdah.. I wasnt feeling good jua while preparing for my presentation.. My wisdom tooth is rebeling on me.. it hurts so much..kalo smpai ke kepala ani kalah tia ku.. In addition, I dont eat so much jua..because the pain is so annoying.. thus, makin tia ku lose weight..
I seriously need to work on my weight back!
Monday, October 19, 2009
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Thank You =)
Owh, today is such a GREAT day..*not!*.. I went to sleep at 2am, woke up at 5.30am, went to uni at 8am and only to find out the class is canceled.. Atu ia te 'damn it' 'damn it' ku..went home arnd 9+ and smbung tidor tah ku tu..but yea..skajab saja nap..ada class lagi kul 1..
Met Mr.Adorable today and I can sense the TTR vibe from him..haha..Eversince the talent show, he is very much reluctant to look me on the eye and 'talk' to me..haha..arah cyber world/txt bukan main ahh.. =P but its all good..nanti lagi ku nyanya ia..haha..
Asal, blogging jua usulnya aku ani ahh.. I would like to talk about my birthday yg xpired sdah atu..what actually happened that day..hehe maybe in my next post.. Bila my next post? after wednesday tah kali tu..
Bah Good night pretty people!
Sunday, October 18, 2009
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and awo muka ku basar!
Thursday, October 15, 2009
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No more on Mr.Adorable..hehe.. one day wonder bah tuu..well lets just say 2 days lah.. =)
Well..Im very much happy now.. kurang sudah fikir psal yg 'deep'2 atu... mmbagi bejerawat mua..hahaha.. After so much discussion with the friends.. Closing my blog is a very bad idea..and making it private pun pedah2 jua beblog kan..hehe..
So anyway..I went to see the UBD 'Got Talent' Show yesterday..sempena Pesta Convo lah..haha not that I have any talent to showcase.. jadi external judges saja with the gang duduk dpn sekali..haha.. F-U-N!! Hehe.. The most thing Im very proud of was, I managed to persuade one friend to join the competition.. Dari pagi ku memujuk ia ikut since she has amazing voice.. She has no idea about the competition, so in the end she joined the competition singing arcapella no music..and she still did great =)
Owh, today I went for KNK part 2 =)
I visited The Royal Regalia with Nurul and Ajah.. just like the Brunei Museum we visited last 2 weeks..the service was very bad..very poor customer service! smua layan sendiri.. tantu kami ani org brunei tau2 sendiri tah kami tu..mun tourist cemana??
D royal regalia bulih begmbar tapi specific place saja..
Ani masa d depan museum, pasal nda dpt begmbar d dalam..haha
Haha, awah..sama bah pose kami..bulih crop saja ni tukar background..haha
Well, I purposely went for KNK to get myself familiar with tourism situation in Brunei so that I can write a better AE/dissertation.. Next week, I guess I'll be going to OGDC =)
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
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Mr.Adorable was sitting beside me for an hour and being all lovey dovey.. pouring me with all the cheesy line and tactics of courtship available.. It was rather amusing and sweet on the same time..hhehe.. I do know that he was not being serious with his words and just playing around but it was enough to make me smile all day thinking about it..
Well, Im very sure that you will not be reading this..hehe..but yea..
Salute to you dear Mr Adorable, today, after months of FB chat, we actually talked 'decently' face-2-face.. And yes, I don't do 'hints'.. I prefer straight forward approach..hehe =) Bah I shall give you 5 points for today =)
p/s: To Azr, sorry that you have to witness all of those cheesy stuff..hehe Jangan Ada Dusta diantara kita k?? =P
Saturday, October 10, 2009
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Thank you to my lovely girlfriend for the surprises..
And thank YOU for the gift..
So I am 23 now =)
Thats it for now okay =)
Thursday, October 08, 2009
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"This post content very personal element, if you are not in a mood to go mellow and dont give a damn on what has been bothering me please do no proceed..."
Last night I went to sleep with a box of tissue besides me, my tears were pouring at its maximum capacity..I finally had the guts to say it to him about what I felt, confessed that I am not strong enough to 'try'.. It was really hard, harder than before but I made it anyway.. I explained to him on what basis I made my decision on.. The whole thing was just too difficult for me and it has been affecting my daily life..I might be selfish for wanting to be happy but when I cant get the hold of ownership on my source of happiness which is YOU everything seems so bleak.. Hence, I have to move on and forget about the thought of having you all for myself..
I felt horrible and miserable after our conversation ended, my heart felt as if it was about to burst and the seeds of hope I nurture is dying slowly. But I already made the decision and there is no turning back, I cant keep on attaching myself to the uncertainties and should learn to accept the reality. Deep inside of me was expecting for you to ask me to stay and dont go but the truth is more hurtful.
Such an irony, just like before, the biggest decisions for our journey were made when the birthday's approaching.. Well, maybe it was just meant to be that the big day to be celebrated without the other half.
Thank You and GoodBye my dearest 'Bestfriend' .. it has been fun and great but from now on lets just watch over each other from a distance..
The song that touch my heart the other day shall dedicated to you..
Wednesday, October 07, 2009
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Less than 48hours to the day of transition.. Supposedly, another digit is added to the current one.. People around me have been asking, what are my preparation/plan for the big day.. my answer would be 'none'.. This year I am not going to celebrate it with a bash like the previous years..Well, just because I dont want to and not in a mood to welcome it with a big bang.. Hmm, inda tau lah ah sudah esuk baru tah iski..hhehe..but yea.. for now lets just settle for a subtle theme.. =)
Ala- ala find the light pose
Earlier today, I went out with Nurul and A.Niza.. Nurul had her eyelashes perm..meanwhile Ajah and I went for ........ =X hehehe..Well, nda ku mau gtau..sekadar pulang.. lets just see if you people actually notice it or not? =P I shall say, it was an early gift for myself..
While we were having our brunch, we bumped into a 'celebrity' sitting just two table besides us.. Nurul was saying c Wu Chun jua tu..and I said awuuu.. * time ani kami act cool and inda iski*.. then sudah duduk I said to her again..aku minat tuu...hahaa and she replied me..'aku pun!'..haha OH EM GEE <- ada unsur bimbo kah??...kami giggling and TTR tarus.. haha c ajah lambat reaction nya..sdah ia liat baru tah ia sadar how gorgeous he wasss...Definitely a hot stuff! Kanyang tarus wah kami..atu kan lapar.. damn! too bad, we didnt have the guts to approach him and take picture with him.. but at least he smiled to us =D gila..iski brabis.. haha not that Im a big fan..but seeing him up close was amazing.. hotness! bimbo alert!
Im feeling much better, my heart and I had compromise.. I guess so.. =)
Monday, October 05, 2009
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It breaks me into pieces, tears running down like a broken pipe..
Thank you for the song, I really need to cry.. this heart of stone need to broken down so that I can feel the pain rather than denying it and treating the pain as unreal.
So this blog will be 'private' or even close permanently soon.. Let me set a date..09th October 2009.. =)
Friday, October 02, 2009
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I had my happy pills yesterday, and finally I had my beauty sleep.. more like 12 hrs sleeps..So today aku bangun dengan hati yang gembira..hehe.. hopefully the effect will be longlasting.. People will notice whenever I feel down and it is kinda hard to explain why.. mood swings?? hmmm =)
Im done with my AE first draft, I'll be doing my Islamic Economics report later and start reading for my monetary economics test tomorrow.. menjadi kah nda ni plan ku ahh..hehe.. =)
Okay, let me leave you with my favourite song currently..
I like the melody and kinda menusuk jiwa lah..hehe.. I even downloaded this song to be my caller tone..so kalo kamu telefon aku..ada tah lagu ani tuu =)
