I want!
Ngantuk ku ihh...so yea..baru jua 2 weeks, I am an offically converted into the typical govt. servant...haha hmm..aku smpai office 5-10mins late, balik 5-10mins earlier..But yea I don't really have the heart to exceed the 5-10mins timeline..haha.. What ever it is I still feel guilty..Mesti discipline bahh..


Esuk hari jadi asgar, so ganti nya hari isnin..yes cuti dua hari..i've been waiting for cuti..But I don't think I can rest banar2..bila jua cuti atu berehat..malar makin bejalan ada lah..haha.. So yea, on Monday would be my cousin's nikah in the morning and ptg nya I'll be going to Dyjie's engagement .. =)

Whisper@.8:59 AM.

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Good morning~
I drove to the office today very much in happy mode.. I have 100+, pepsi, coke, M&Ms, Maltesers and Chip Ahoy as my snacks.. Hehe.. Behidang tah ku ni arah cubicle ku sorang2 makan..Biar org lain jaling2..

Whisper@.8:33 AM.

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Today is the first day of Week 2 of my WAP..
They just set the PC on my cubicle this morning..finally!..I can abuse the internet connection for my personal gain during office hours..hahaha!

So yea, it was rather a slow start during my 1st week of WAP, did data entry during the first 2 days..indulging myself reading 200pages Tourism Masterplan on Wednesday and Thursday..Meanwhile on Saturday barutah rasa nya macam bekeraja sikit lah..I was on duty for KNK booth at the Mall.. Menjaga lah..tapi nda laku..kana lintasi gnya..haha..

Since, aku ani anti-social sikit, nda brapa friendly and payah ku kan minggle yatah boring ku sini nada geng masa 1st day..malu2 lah tu kirakan..haha.. But sdah 2nd day, boring jua nada dgn beckp so I decided to go with the most cheesy pick up line to one of the older woman here..apanah??

'Lawa baju kita ahhh'

haha! biasalah from one pujian I recevied friendly gesture tia..hehe.. owh well, I still dont talk that much..malas ku kan bnyk ckp bah..sometimes talking too much will reveal our weaknesses.. aku lagi beckp kadang2 nda befikir abis.. buat2 bodoh saja lah..

Hmm..today..so far I have nothing to do..nunggu 'arahan' lah saja ni.. But I am excited for tomorrow since I'll be out of the office and going out for traditional bridal dress hunt for one of the project....bukan aku kan kawin ahh =P

Owh, I went to the Energy Day thingy at Padang yesterday..aku dpt 2 buting baju free..haha..it was great eventhough panas.. =)

Saturday night, I went for FBEPS movie night at Empire..Kami liat Night at the Museum 2..it was an awesome movie! dari awal smpai abis cali..I brought my date along to the movie night..haha..awkward ia =P.. Nda ku smpat minggle with the gang to catch up stories..maybe next time =).. Sat nyte we hang out ah?? Weekdays nda ku sanggup..by 10pm tidor ku sdah..hehe

Pnjg sdah cerita ku ani..Krg tah ku masukkan gmbar sudah ku balik rumah =)

Whisper@.10:01 AM.

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I really want to update..
Tapinya malas ku..haha
I try to update esuk..Bnyk benda terjadi dlm masa seminggu ani..hehe..

Work? Malas ku kan cakap.. Hopefully things get better starting esuk..daripada duduk nada buat apa2...

So yea..I'll update tomorrow..*maybe* =P

Whisper@.9:37 PM.

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Today is my first day of WAP at Tourism Development at MIPR..
Lets just say it was 'interesting' and a very 'productive' day..haha

I was ask to do data entry for a stack of arrival cards.. Gosh.. this remind me masa kami keraja data coding masa last 2 semester..haha that time ia bebayar per survey lagi ku malas kan mmbuat, apa lagi time FOC ani...so I did about 500 of them..

Whisper@.7:55 PM.

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It is almost 4.30am right now.. Just like the previous paper this semester, I am doing my last minute revision...I did some last night but decided not to finish them and tuck myself in bed instead.. Kenapa kan cemani ani?? haha

So I can't wait for this exam to be over and have my less than 36hours holiday before having to work hard again on Monday..

For a start, later at noon, I am going out with Nana for a quick outing =).. kan check our workplace location...haha baru tah kan mencheck...Then tonight, I am going to watch DPMM match with the gang..kalau inda hujan lah..

Esuk?? Hmm..I havent make any plan yet.. esuk lagi mikirkan

Tata then, Im going to finish my quick revision now.. =)

Whisper@.4:21 AM.

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Happy Birthday Cak!!
Thank you for being there for me during my thick and thin moments..You are the best and awu..kau tah no.1 dlm league kitani yg paling in-style~ cehhh...
and...You will always that special place in my heart...haha eseh~

Brief History of Cak and Pit:

We've known each other for almost 5 years now.. We've been friends since our MD days where we share 3 out of 4 classes.. He was among the good looking one back then *now, masih kah??*.. almost everyone had a crush on him..haha aku pun jua lah..*nda over lah*.. but once to get to know him..turn off tarus! *menyasal2*.. haha.. I am not sure how come we get to be so close.. pasal mua nya saja atu kali ku teliat.. so yea.. during our 2 years in MD, aku selalu sama ia kan.. selalu kah cak?? with the rest of the gang jua kan..bukan aku sama ko saja kan?? *lupa ku sdah*.. so since he's so 'famous' with his looks..aku kana ucap selalu bekapit sama ia oleh this group of girls.. haha.. aku nda tau pulang.. c cak yg gtau aku plang ni.. so we treated it as a joke, and he started calling me c 'kapit'..lama lama 'pit' tia..

As for his name, since he loves to take pictures..vain gila nyamu.. but sometimes his pictures inda bisai pasal mua nya picak... so I started calling him 'picak' to retaliate for calling me 'kapit'..Hence, came 'cak' in short..

Since then..we have our own pet name.. =)
Haha, we've known each other too well..that we say bad things, curse, shout and ucap each other right in front of our face.. sungguh healthy ah friendship kitani ahh...haha.. I believe thats what true friends are..they tell us things that other people don't have the heart to tell us..

So Happy Birthday again cak.. 'Me' *heart* 'you'

Whisper@.10:00 AM.

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Everyone is already planning on what to do for our 2.5 months semester break.. KK tia, Miri tia, KL tia..goshhh.. but I can't be part of any of the plan.. ATTACHMENT bah!
I wanna go to Singapore~

Haha, sometime it makes me think..why do I sign up for this.. cuti bah nada..hari-hari tah bangun awal ni mengharungi lautan kereta...Noo, Im not ready for this..not even excited.. haha i just hope the experience will be worth it..

So yea.. I have one more paper left..that will be on Saturday..batah ih kan abis exam ani.. Havent start revising yet...maybe on Thursday or my usual habit of leaving it to the last minute..Friday malam lah tu ertinya...

I had fun last night with my date =)

Owh..I always like Enrique Iglesias..his spanish accent is so sexy and his songs are amazing....goshh..haha.. You should listen to his song Away~ the original one, not the remix..haha I can't find one in youtube.. so yea..

Tata~

Whisper@.2:16 PM.

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Happy mother's day =)
Im my family, we never actually celebrate mother's day..or any other day.. birthday pun biasa2 saja..

Lets just say, even though im close to my family but we don't really show our affection to each other.. like saying i love you and all.. nada tu yo.. weird.. We don't hug, salam atu pun jarang2.. and among my siblings we call each other by names..no abg and kaka..
But we do know the boundaries and our role in the family..

Haha...maybe thats why its really hard for me to show emotion ahh..But I am on the process of learning to open up =)

Lama sudah inda menjawab tag.. so yea..I took this from Facebook..malas ku buat sana..

1) Single, Taken, or Crushing?
-Super Single =) no string attach

2) Are you happy with where you are?
- Yes, I am happy the way it is now, haha nda payah makan hati.. and nothing is holding me back anymore

3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast?
- How do I know if the person is right for me if I fall fast? I am very choosy and very hard to please

4) Who was the last boy/girl that broke your heart?
- Him, Lets just say it was a mutual decision, it did hurt and broke my heart

5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where if they cheated on you and you are planning to dump them.
- Hahaha... yea if the certain circumstances cannot be resolved..

6) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
- I believe in second chance.. but yea I gave too many chances

7) Have you talked about marriage with another person?
- 8 years together, what do you expect??

8) Do you want children? How many?
- Yes, maybe.. berapa? Nada ku tau ih..alom ku mikirkan..

9) How many times can you honestly say you've been in love?
-Once.. In love with food considered kah?

11) If somebody liked you right now, what do you think is a cool way to let you know?
- Hehe, this is interesting...saying it by looking right into my eyes would be interesting.. complemented with romantic evening out at the beach, watching sunset lpas atu ada fireworks..haha over tia nah..bukan nya kan propose kawin..

12) Do you enjoy playing hard to get?
- Very much~

13) Do you want someone you can't have?
- Not anymore.. I’ve move on

14) Do you believe love at first sight exists?
- Eseh..macam dalam drama tia..

15) How long was your longest relationship with someone?
- Hmm...8years and 9 months...but yea, it gets too complicated, shit happens, life goes on

16) Do you believe that you can change someone?
- Yes, I have strong power of pursuasion.. hahaha

17) If you could get married anywhere, where would it be?
- malas ku mikir pasal kawin masa ani..I have different priority now

18) Do you have feelings for someone right now?
-Yes, no, maybe..im not sure what I felt.. haha rebound rebound~

19) Have you ever wished you could've had someone but you couldnt?
-Macam sama jua dgn no.13..majal!

20) Have you ever broken a heart?
- Yes, I am sorry..

21) Would you ever fight over a guy/girl?
- I did that before, tapi bukan betarik rambut ahh.. fighting for his affection.. but yea.. up to one point Im running out of reason to fight anymore..

22) Lust or love?
- Love

23) What do you think about long-distance relationships?
- Most of the long-distance relantionship I heard of didn’t make it through.. too much godaan kali..but love conquers everything bah ahh..hahaha

24) Does somebody like you?
- Maybe.. hmm, by saying I like your smile, I like your hair and I like you.. ertinya he likes me kah tu?? Ntah ihh.. *in denial*

25) Who is your favorite crush?
- I don’t know..hehe but I once did crazy things to impress Mr.Passionate who I had a crush on

Whisper@.3:39 PM.

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I was already late for my 11am braces appointment at JPMC..
I was rushing towards the entrance..
But I was stopped..
Untuk apa nah??

Swine flue screening..haha..
So the verdict~

Yea, they gave us a cute small orange sticker to be pasted on our baju...
I heard they did the same thing at RIPAS..

Bagus lahh..prevention is better than cure =)
Im going to Miri esuk.. gotta revise for my Urban exam on Saturday today..
haha awo awo..mau tah jua kan ke Miri sdah tau exam atu..

My Economy of Brunei exam was great despite I only did my revision 3 hrs before the exam..as a result I managed to write 17pages for 3 essays for the time span of 3 hours.. sangal jua tangan..Harap2 my points are relevant enough..so 2 downs, 2 to go..

p/s: Dkay, aku jumpa bf mu tadi.. =P

Whisper@.12:14 PM.

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1 down 3 to go..
Today's paper was okay but a lil bit crazy..a.k.a international economics...
I never drew so many diagrams in my life at one time.. for this exam itself, I drew more than 15 diagrams.. *If you're economics-literate, you would know how complicated it is just to draw one*...So yea, up to one point, I mess up some of my diagrams, forgetting which is for which theory..

So bye bye to International Economics, I will not miss you.. as this course is not exactly my favourite.. Just hope I can settle down with a minimum of C for this course.. =')

I shall say, I slack off a lot and put little time in doing revision for this semester's exam.. Kenapakan tu ah? Distraction distraction~

Economy of Brunei exam tomorrow..One of my favourite subject..pasal apa tu nah? I get to keluarkan all my membual skills..haha.. for my tourism essay last time I got A =) Harap2 I have enough material/info in my mind to let me membual through out the 3 hours.. Hmm, if you think membual is easy and the points are rubbish..you should've read my essay.. It took hardwork, strong brain capacity and well preparation of points..haha..

Just like orang yg suka membual in real life.. They are so well prepare with their side of story and well research on that particular thing, just in case people ask about it.. Sometimes they membual too much till people got sick of it and refuse to believe anything that come out from their mouth.. Remember the story about a boy who cry wolf??
Nah..melarat2 tia..

Ihh...you should've known that I am not a pembual in real life ahhh..only in essays.. aku gaban saja..haha..lain kan tu??

So yea..I may not update as much after this..
Good Luck for the exam people

Whisper@.5:48 PM.

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A friend once told me..

"It is not about how ugly you fall, but what important is how beautiful you rise"

Whisper@.8:28 PM.

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