The first thing in my mind when I woke up this morning was..
Whisper@.5:34 PM.
"What are the current issues and problems associated with tourism development in Brunei? Suggest ways to ensure that tourism can be more than just a marginal activity in Brunei Darussalam. "
So went to uni this morning to submit hardcopy of my urban report.. met up with the rest of the gang and had our lunch at giant..
It is already the second day of revision week..2 days sudah wasted and I havent started doing my revision..baru abis stress buat report..Cana kan dpt good grades ni cemani ani.. hmm..
So yea, my exam would be on the 5th,6th,9th and 16th.. jauh tepelanting the last ppr.. I wont be updating much for now I guess..
I was checking my old hard disk and I found pictures of us masa first year..I forgot how fun it was dulu atu.. and how 'young' we were..
SHIBIE Treasure hunt 2007


Visit to Temburong 2007



Banyak plang lagi..nanti tah lagi mmpost.. that was 2 years ago.. a lot has change now..
The most obvious one would be Jaem's hair..haha.. =)
Gosh, struggle brabis ku mmbuat.. running out of creative ideas.. owh well, a total of 18 pages with 15 pages of content around 3000words..Im not expecting to get good grades for this report considering a very minimal effort I put..
DPMM match pictures~Gegar gegar~ DPMM FC yea..gegar gegar.. <- antah lurus kah nda ni lagu nya..
Owh, bawa aku lunch ahh since aku sorang saja kana antar attachment sana..I need lunch partner.. ke ceri bisai tu..
I got back home around 12.45pm tadi..Went for makan at Taurean after liat DPMM match and they won 2-1.. haha inda jua rugi mmbayar ticket $8..
Hmm..I have so much to blog about but yeah..let me do it karang pagi/ptg lah..
I gotta continue working on my report..haha less than 1000 words left.. I purposely inda siapkan... ntah kenapa kah ia..
so yea..see u later..
Owh, we have WAP contract signing later at 10am.. awal tah bangun ni.. hmm..hopefully I manage to siap kan my report by 3am.. and get at least 5hrs of sleep..
Im pretty much woke up in happy mode.. only a lil bit hungry..
DPMM match tonight, might be going if I managed to finish my report on time..haha so far 0 out of 2500 words.. so I am lock myself in my room and take the whole afternoon imagining my how my chosen suburbs going to be in 2025 and writting it up..
So yea..Yesterday was the last day of the semester, we only has one tutorial class and we had mini party before that.. it was fun and the food were great..
Pictures below will be dedicated to Zana pasal ko missing..*get well soon*
Since it was still early when the class ended, Azr and I balum kan balik rumah, so we went for window shopping at the Mall.. haha it has been ages since the last time ku meround Mall atu..hmm.. C Azr drove kan aku.. suka ku ni kalo jadi passenger ahh.. owh Azr, thanx for the egg tarts..nyaman! Aku soka.. lain kali lagi ahh..and amazingly, ku rasa kusut mu macam bekurang sudah..haha..
Tomorrow, is the last day of the semester..the end of my Year 3.. one more year to go! sabar sabar~ so, there will be a little party for 'Economy of Brunei' class esuk..I will be bringing one of my signature dish i.e. shepherds pie.. one of the ingredient missing, so I have to improvised..hopefully rasanya okay..apanah missing ah? potato? haha pedah tu ih.. kalo sekiranya nada potato kan ganti jadi apatah tu??
Tadi ptg, I joined the rest of the PPA gang for their study visit to BIBD HQ Branch in BSB, I did not take up the course/subject for this visit pulang..tapi I was there kana 'import' untuk mencukup2kan quota org dtg since durang sikit saja...haha..so there I was having no clue on what the presenter was saying and macam si banar saja scribbling something on a piece of paper taking note..haha..
Next, lets play 'Spot me' game..
haha, find me??
Hmm..rajin ni ah update blog ahh.. well, i guess I won't be updating much soon since exam week is coming..yatah right now, update bila ada peluang..
So yea...good night then =)
So, anyway..the FBEPS Amazing Race is finally over.. the event was a success *I guess,haha*.. even though there were some technical errors here and there.. Sadly, I didnt manage to take that much picture using my camera since I have to run here and there..Hmm, I had become unofficial photographer jua half way during the race since I was holding Syazzy's big SLR.. siok pulang mengambar ani but I prefered to be the one yg kana gambar..haha
I went to sleep early last night, and decided not to revise for my test at 10am today.. Woke up at 8am, baru tah kan mmprint notes..haha and just did a lil bit of scan through..sama jua one chapter saja =P... Haha, tau2 test nya ah sanang banar..lol, baik jua nda brabis..
Owh,here...picture of me and my sister..haha baru tah ku mengakun ni from here we look very much alike..selalu in denial..
ani pulang gnya..
ani lain tia..
There shall be no semester break for me this year since I enrolled for the Work Attachment Programme.. If thing goes according to plan I will be working with Brunei Tourism Board for 10 weeks starting from 18th of May..abis exam tarus keraja.. Baguslah, keeping myself busy and my mind will be put off from thinking unneccassary thingy kan..
I am still sick..headache and flue.. I ate the medicine yg bulih meyebabkan mengatuk ah about 4 hours ago..tapi nda jua mau tidur..maybe too much tidor smalam kali..more than 12 hours..overdose tidur..
FBEPS Amazing Race tomorrow, I completed buying the prizes and yet to get the first aid kit from Nini's place later..
Reminder: Public Sector Economics test will be on thursday..and vision 2020 report due on monday..
As much as i try to be strong mentally and emotionally, my physical state gave up on me..
I had my International Economics test this morning feeling really dizzy and annoyed..
Just hope I will get well soon, since I have to catch up and pick up where I left *assignment wise*..my mind was occupied thinking about something else the last few days..
my 2500 words report on vision 2020 which was suppose due tomorrow is not progressing..well, more like balum start.. Luckily, our lecturer gave us extended deadline.. if not, gotta be up all night working on it tonight which I am not sure how will I manage in this condition..
I must get well..I just have to...so tonight, I am going to take another rest from doing the assignment *haha bukan nya procastinating* and hopefully I wake up tomorrow feeling much better.. I took the medicine about 2 hours ago..the one yang ada warning.."boleh meyebabkan mengantuk, jangan mengunakan mesin atau memandu".. haha I drove to send my sister to tuition right after I took it..baik jua blum kick in the medicine..
Now, I guess the medicine started to work its wonder and I am feeling a lil bit fuzzy..Im off to sleep now then..
Today's post shall purely dedicated to you and this shall be my last goodbye to you..
F, Thank you for the great 8 years you've given me especially the last 3 months.. It was the best time of my life..
F, Thank you for finally coming clean and giving me the closure that I always wanted. I am truly grateful with the fact your being honest even though we have to come to this conclusion
I am not going to lie and say I'll be okay, where I' am so damn hurt but I do believe that I can stand up once again as a stronger person.
Your decision, it was wise, so don't even think that it was a mistake and regretting it in the future.. You meant the world to her, without you I don't think she can continue living as I do.. Judging by my character you do know I am the stronger one between the two of us..
F, I am sorry I can't promise you that we shall be friend after this, maybe one day, maybe never..Time will tell..
F, Thank you for everything and sorry I can't keep up with all the promises and the dream that we plan together..
This shall be the last time I said this to you:
I love you and I will always do since you are the first man that capture my heart and stayed there for 8 years..
Good Bye..May you be happy with her till the end of your life..
Hence, I close the chapter of you and me eternally..
it shall be self-explanatory..
anyway, don't bother asking why I am feeling this way because I wont spare you the details.. maybe one day once I am ready to open up..
Thank you to Nurul for being there for me today, i really need the time-out..i am glad that i can talk to someone that can put herself in my shoe..
Tata, till next time..
Speaking of today, our International Economics class and tutorial were canceled.. I was anticipating for the last lecture class sudah tu..haha..semangat sdah kan abis.. Bangang berabis ku ni this course.. hopefully, the exam okay..
Rather than doing constant procrastinating on my workload, I shall force myself doing some research for my report..banar ni esuk ku start..for major report weighting 20% of coursework mark this time I kinda did very minimal effort to even 'think' about it..
The topic is:
'Brunei 2020: Strategic Urban Planning for a Town or Suburb of my choice'
I still havent made up my mind on what to write.. and the due date is next Monday..haha..hmmm 2020..that is 11 years from now..Ada sudah flying car kah tu by that time?? haha...dari umur ku 5 sudah ku nunggu flying car ani..
Bah kalau kan contribute ideas untuk stimulate brain ku ani adalah sangat d alu2kan..=)
Owh well, I decided to post some outdated pictures of me and the two boys during our night outing last February.. dry usul nya posting nada begmbar kann..

As I mentioned last night, I did a very last minute research on the topic, like around 11pm..haha..found very little information on the internet.. I gave up after 10 mins.. But I kinda did my brainstorming a few days ago as the ideas popped up in mind at random times..time driving, time kan tidur, time mandi..haha selalu tah tu ih..
So I typed up my answers at MS Words and my brain switched to overdrive mode...typing and typing..little that I realised it was already 800 words.. lancar ku becerita.. I think I did great, because most of my answers are truly mine.. andal membual kali ahh..I just hope Ms.Ros likes it and nda out of topic..
haha one of the point, facebook sama photo-blogging bah ku bawa2..well, something like this lah..
'the increasing number of local photo-blogger posting the images of Brunei on the internet will gives a preview to the potential traveller on what to expect. And through networking site like Facebook, aside from making friends globally it will also help to put Brunei on the global map'
membual banar~
Hahah..and the irony was..for my Work Attachment Programme aku kan kana antar ke Brunei Tourism Board! Mixed emotion pulang ni..because my choices were BEDB and BSM..Syukur lah at least inda kana antar tmpat yg out hantap like the others..
Oh yea, it is Saturday Night and I am home...blogging..sedih~
Owh, mom just realised my pink hair yesterday..she didnt really comment much..hehe..
anyway..HAPPY 49th Birthday mom =)
It is almost 10pm..and esuk kami test Economy of Brunei and I havent started composing the answer..kami kana bagi soalan in advance pulang..haha..
Instead, I just finished baking 3 trays of brownies..2 for mom, 1 for myself *c zana craving ni*
Chow for now..
I was checking my sitemeter and apparently I still have visitors despite being hiatus..
Thank you for visiting =)
I shall resume blogging as of today..*maybe*
First of all, a lot had happened since the last 2 weeks...starts with the FBEPS Dean's Cup on the 31st March and 1-3rd April..Very tiring event, since the event was held at night and it finishes at 10pm..so we have to go home late, haha manatah jua jalan makan lagi lpas atu..
Just let the pictures speak for itself for now... Dkay,aku tau ko nunggu kan ni gmbar ahh..haha
Day1
Day2


Day3
Day4



Sexeh?
2 more weeks before the semester ends..
Uni workload update??
One more major report to be submitted which weighted 20% of my overall course grade..
and 3 more tests...Economy of Brunei on 11th, Public Sector Economics on 16th and International Economics on 2oth..
Not to forget, FSC duty for the FBEPS Amazing Race on the 22nd..
Good luck everyone with your uni workload =) You can do it!