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Monday, April 30, 2007


»Searching~

It suddenly struck me that I had no motivation in life..I live day by day without knowing where my path is leading me and what I want to achieve in life..

High income, Living a good life??

Nyeh..It is not as simple as that..I want something more..something larger but yet I am so fuc*ing clueless on what I want!

I can say I am very ambitious person, grabbing every opprotunities I could so that I could move further ahead of anybody.. But yet seems to be Im running out of all of that energy and had suffered dehydration from trying to hard..

..Or maybe I havent tried hard enough and Im just feeling stranded and frustrated because I cant get what I want?..

Okay, I am in Uni doing first degree course that I love so much..Some people might say..'Besyukurtah'..but then again WTF! what good will it bring for taking things for granted?.. Just let the wind blew the sailboat into unknown destination, let fate navigate your journey? and just panic when you hit the ice-berg and sinks?..

This is confusing...
Why cant I just be just like other people, not fearing so much on how would I end up and seeing the future as rainbows and butterfly..

Maybe I just think too much..
Rebeling inside..
Struggling to break free..


Life is complicated.. and I am very complicated person..
I just hope that I find the right answers to chain of questions in my mind so that I wouldnt be trap in this 'self-made cage' that I believe only myself has the key to unlock it.. It is just a matter of time..


Haha..Gila...macam org depress banar aku ahh..Maybe I am..Maybe Im not..haha just unleashing -ve energy.. I believe some time in your life you will feel the same way as I do..Gnya nda mampu being expressive..

Dont worry you will not see me looking so confused like this all the time..

After all I am Syamsina.. Bini-bini yang andangnya bnyk pikir..

Whisper@.11:15 PM.




Sunday, April 29, 2007


»Another birthday

Earlier today, we had family gathering to celebrate grandmom's birthday..Haha Im not sure how old she is..maybe around 60+...

Almost all of our family members turn up..except for tangah's family..Nini was a lil bit disappointed about it..Nyeh..So we had our lunch at this restaurant arah scout centre d mata-mata ahh..Lupa ku nama kadai nya..Haha, balik2 tukar2 bah nama restaurant nya ahh..There were about 40 of us so basically kami lah tu majak kadai ahh..nda jua ada org lain bah..haha..the food was okay okay saja lah..
Haha..actually Nini had been hinting on us to celebrate her birthday with makan luar since early april..I love you Nini~

On top off all that..
28/04/07- Happy 24th Birthday to Mit Jan
She's an angel~

30/04/07- Happy 23rd Birthday to Cousin Jerry
Haha, trying to pose 'ganas'

Before I leave~

Arto: 'Syam keta ku pn rosak d beribi, betry problm aha nyasal ku ucap ko ariatu huhu'

Me: 'Haha..Apaeh? Iawah?..Haha! Nah, inda check batt lagi..Baik lagi aku tu..Rusak drumah..Haha..Bah 'no more talk' from me..Karma bh..Haha..Slamat bepanas~'

Haha..Karma huh.??.What goes around comes around...

Whisper@.2:06 PM.




Friday, April 27, 2007


»Exam

Esuk nada tutorial so my revision week break officially starts tomorrow..
Yea...Cuti..haha cuti tia karang...If you saw me online remind me that my final exam is aprroaching very very soon..

07/05/07- MIB
08/05/07- Logic and thinking 2
10/05/07- Introduction to Information and Communication
12/05/07- English for Economics 2
14/05/07- Introduction to Management
15/05/07- Introduction to Macroeconomics

I havent started revising at all..Sempat kah ni prepare smua ani during one week revision week ani?..haha brabis tah tu ih..Nyeh macam banar~ Last minute last minute ani nda baik bah ih..

To friends..belajar tah..and Good Luck for exams~

I kinda had a bad week..Lappie kana virus then yesterday my car nda mau start, abis battery! haha aing nya abis..dry brabis nya my dad..luckily my bro blum jalan and I woke up early..so I followed him to uni..Masa balik I hitch hike..hehe nadalah..Thanx to Prenn for sending me home yea..

Owh here..kinda xpired plang sdah..Pictures from gala night..the gala night was boring plang..but taking pictures were fun~



Kira kes sakai baru pndai makai flash plang ni..haha..kan d apa tia kan..
p/s: kalo sasak dgr lagunya mute kan..haha and andang auto loop tu ahh...

Whisper@.3:23 PM.




Monday, April 23, 2007


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HIATUS~
maybe lah..

Whisper@.10:31 PM.




Saturday, April 21, 2007


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UBD International Gala Night tonight~

Im going there with Adeb,Deekay,Nasrul, Syazzy and Zaim..Smua ticket kami sponsored by Mr.Syazzy..Terima Kasih..Haha, cara nya meyuruh kami ikut plang tu.. =P

I just reach home from uni, went out for lunch at Mall Food Court..Ada org bali baju baru untuk krg malam..haha..So Im gonna take short nap before I go to uni again later at 4pm to pick Deekay..Kami kan ke saloon and do our hair =D Theme for tonight is Formal/Cultural..

Okeh, tata..Just hope tonight's event is a blast~

Whisper@.1:45 PM.




Wednesday, April 18, 2007


»Nyehhh

It is raining right now.. I have my Macro test tomorrow and yet blum jua ku start revising..Emm..maybe later or esuk..Damn! this is crazy..Exam is in 17days and makin hari makin jadi manusia yang malas..I need inspiration, resolution, motivation and reasons to move on..*apaeh apaeh!*

What I did today?
Nana and I went to Empire hotel and bertugas as AJK selling PMUBD stuff..Pen,necktie,umbrella, keychain and etc....LOL..we didn sell anything..Nyeh, inda pndai bejual kah kami ani?..Benci ku ih..Prenn told me as soon as he takes over the booth ada tia org mmbali..heh! Malu kali ia bah mmbali arah kami *kes meyanangkan hati ni*

Nana & Syamsina..
I look old in black or maybe I am old :(

~in few hours, its a celebration

Whisper@.9:52 PM.




Tuesday, April 17, 2007


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Happy 20th Birthday to dearest kawan ku..
Nur Azimah binti Said.. =D


Semoga menjadi seorang pegawai 'asgar' yang berpangkat besar dan berinfluence besar jua..*dan lain2 pun besar* hahaha =P.. Jangan lupa ahh, ko lah yang berjasa besar dalam evolusi cara ku betudung..Ko jua lah BBC/CNN international kami.. keep it that way..haha..bah apa2 pun selamat hari jadi

Whisper@.9:37 PM.




Saturday, April 14, 2007


»Macam inda pndai lakat d rumah aku ani

Busy Busy week~

Friday..
Went to Adeb's place yesterday to discuss our ict project.. Janji kul 11 ke rumah nya..Last2 kul 12 baru ku kesana..hehe..his place is just satu lontaran batu jauh nya dari rumah ku..Janji melayu bah ahh..C Zaim awal balik, psal ia kan ngedate sama bini2 yang ia alum prnah jumpa..Heh! membuas tia plang..Haha.. Basically, our dicussion yesterday not that productive..Durang tu, sibuk mncheck website lain tia plang =X hahaha..*buas tah banar!* Then around 5pm we went to WYWY, c Adeb blanja minum..

Andangnya ni, posing bah..Pembuas Besiri : Syazzy & Arto

Last Thursday night, jalan sama Dah and Nurul to Gdg.. Dah shopping dvd d kadai komunis..hehe brabis ia mmbali..moga-moga inda kana tahan d kastam..

Somehow, i look berisi here..suka ku camera mu Dah!

Owh here..one more pic taken during our penjelajahan for ict project..

Aku lawa sini yatah memajal kan mmpost

Ani masa kami dinner d excapade last tuesday..

I know..Andang nya kurus..Bukan nda makan..But gifted~

Wafiy, Ly, Dah, Az, Nurul & Syam
Edited by Ly
Macam pelukan orang balik haji =P.. C wafiy interframe ni..

Whisper@.10:32 PM.




Friday, April 13, 2007


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HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY LIL BRO~

Hehe...your not so little after all..
Exercise tah selalu, kurangkan makan.. =P
Belajar rajin-rajin..Nanti sdah ko keraja gaji basar jgn lupa kakak mu ini.. Balikan aku Mercedez ahh..Jangan balikan babah saja..aku mau jua..

Whisper@.9:50 PM.




Wednesday, April 11, 2007


»Hari ani panas

Today..

Siuk Sndiri sudah ni


Wednesday hari cuti ku, ku luangkan bersama group ict..mencari input untuk video presentation..
Haha, seems to be we are giving tonnes of effort on this assignment..Kami mau manang..Bukan saja mau tapi MESTI manang..payah bah mun awal sdah bragging kan manang..Slap on the face tu mun cakap basar saja..kan kan kan..apa-apa ani inda bulih angin saja..

-400 more words for my English Report
-10% on my management report
-0% on Economics report

4 tests coming..
AND 25 days to FINAL EXAM

Why am I so worried about my workload and exams?? Selalu nya relax jua ku saja..Haha, maybe the pressure is on..The drive to perform better..Have you ever feel that when you are always the one on top then suddenly someone overtakes your throne? Nda siuk kan rasanya?.. Emm, tapinya kalau kamu inda pernah merasa the glory of being on top payah jua kamu kan paham tu ahh..haha..Apa-apa saja lah..

Whisper@.10:16 PM.




Tuesday, April 10, 2007


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Happy 47th Birthday Mom..
Im sorry that I didnt get to spend quality time with you today.. I love you mom..

Dahriah is back for a week to settle some paperwork regarding her sship =D
I met her at Excapade (lagi di sini??) tadi..Along with Nurul, Lye, Wafiy and Azri..Wah, batah sdah nda hang out sama geng lama ih..Rindu ku masa dulu2 ih..

Owh, this time I ordered something called Salmon Tampayaki..And it tasted great!..haha baru tah tu nyaman...Salmon nya plang tu nyaman..ada bnyk sayur tapinya..Ndaku suka makan sayur ani bah..I only ate selected sayur..e.g. sayur kacang & sayur jagung..haha..

Aku rasa aku macam memebual bah di sini..bah adangtah..

Reminder: EXAMS in 26 days

Whisper@.10:34 PM.




Saturday, April 07, 2007


»Jangan toleh blakang

Smalam aku liat movie Jangan Pandang Belakang with 10 other ubdian friends..Shall I mention their names?..Sabut saja tia..(Syazzy, Jaem, Prenn, Maya, Shalom, Wani, Azria, KT, Linda and kwnnya.haha nda ku tau namanya)..

The movie was okay..Part yang megejutkan atu saja ku kalah..Owh, well I did covered my eyes most of the time..haha..aku ijab plang..gnya selalu nya ijab ku ani time movie saja..sdah abis movie abis tia impact nya..macam nada perasaan tia..The most cliche part would be hantu nya ikut jadi passenger or mengikuti kerita lah tu..hehe..

After the movie, kami ke Excapade..Crita-crita..durang makan sushi and some raw food..haha..aku ntah apakah yang ku makan atu..mee daging..nyeh..nda nyaman..2 kali sdah ku sana..so now I can confirm Japanese Food nda suit aku..

It was school night smalam..I dont usually go out during school night..So smalam an exception lah..*ada org memajal* Aku plan kan balik awal..last-last kul 11 jua ku balik..Haha, selamat lah nada org ikut menumpang lah..Memandu pandang kiri kanan tapi Jangan pandang belakang..=P

Karang malam kan jalan with the boys..C Adeb kan belanja 'meyateh', ia kalah test macro..hehe..awu bah meyateh atu ertinya melepak sambil makan sateh..short form nya Meyateh lah tu..

Larap ih..makin kan exam ani makin malar plang bjln..nda ku paham banar ih..kamu paham??..Heh..

Whisper@.2:15 PM.




Wednesday, April 04, 2007


»Fun+ngalih= FUN FUN

FUN FUN FUN is how I am going to describe my day =D

Ngalih plang..but all in all fun exceeds the ngalihness..

In the morning, my ict group which consists of Adeb,Deekay,Syazwan, Zaim and myself (haha macam org-org nya yang balik2 kan) went to three tourist attraction places untuk mencari source for our Brunei in brief video.. sakai wah sorang2..siuk lah..tourist d negeri sendiri..

On the way..smpat lagi begambar tu...

Ani kami begambar di tempat yang inda bulih begambar =X

Awu awu.. macam si banar ni aku ahh

Memikirkan masa depan..Tapi c Zaim paling buas lah muka nya..apakah d fikirkannya

Sdah ptg kami ikut BM SHIBIE treasure hunt..Siuk lah..gnya kami kalah..haha sikit lagi kan mng lah..one more pt..haha..majal..nda mau kalah..Kami team no.1 and kami jua yang dulu smpai to check point..hehe No.1 kali ahh..owh owh..team name kami apanah..kamu mau tau??.. haha.. 'Siluman Membuas' ..haha catchy kali ahh..

Esuk tah ku post pictures ahh..we took a lot of awesome pictures =D kan berehat ku..sangal sendi-sendi ku..
Click to enlarge

Kami orang yang kalah..Ih napa macam gembira saja durang ani??

Nice~ I like..

And Finally..Mahal ni gmbar ani..haha

Im straight btw..

Owh just incase ur wondering..Awu, kami bejanji kai baju putih..

p/s: Thank You Siluman Membuas team members..especially the boys kerana mmberikan full effort dgn berlari2 dari hujung kehujung..Kita cuba lagi lain kali =D Bah ni ict ahh..manang ni gerenti!..

ih awu sikit lagi ku lupa..Photo credit goes to Syazzy hndal ko mgmbar..usaha lagi =D

Whisper@.6:20 PM.




Monday, April 02, 2007


»All good thing has to come to an end

I picked up my new sunglasses tadi..That thing cost me freaking $300.. Kecewa ku ih..It was not as nice as I expected..the lens inda segelap yang ku mau..wah kecewa ku..nmpak masih biji mata..cana kan jadi sunglasses ni..It was supposed to be very very dark..kalo kan menantang org pun org yang d tantang pun inda sadar..haha..
Sdah tah I have to wait for more than 3 weeks baru siap..heh!..Janjinya 10-14days.. If it wasnt for my cousin yang keraja d sana awal sdah ku amuki tu kadai ahh..kensel kensel..inda ku jadi..It is just a series of disappointment..

Then again..this morning we were told to pick up jogathon donation card which is due esuk..pedah jua tu..how can I come up with 'donated money' in less than 24hrs??..Heh..simpan saja $2..cukup tah tu.. Nada pemberitahuan bah yang it is compulsory to pick up that jogathon card..Sdah last minute ani baru tah kan begagas...Heh! cana tah ni cana tah ni...

Sdah nya ku kes mengusut ni..Sasak ku sasak...
HEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...

Whisper@.10:01 PM.




Sunday, April 01, 2007


»Apa-apa sajalah..

Tadi pagi aku ke bapaku punya cousin punya anak wedding..Emm..cana tah related arah ku tu?..2nd cousin kah?..antah lah..yang jelas nya, I dont even knw anyone from my dad's side of family..We only visited them during raya..Seems to be my dad has very complicated family ties..Aku pun kurang paham..Yatah ni..kalo tejumpa d kadai langsung nada ku tau kan saudara ni..

Owh..you know that typical line when distant relatives met..'ih anak mu ni?'..'basar tia sdah'..but for my case..'ih anak mu ni, skulah mana?..ih ku fikir form 3 baru'..hahaha..baru lagi tu pom 3 ani wah..mun pom 5 baik jua sikit..haha..muda tah banar usulnya aku ani..macam baru2 kan reach puberty kali usulnya aku ahh..

Semalam I went out makan2 with prenn d TK *1st time yo!* i had fish and chips =D.. So after a while prenn's friends joined us and one of them happened to be my ex-classmate from primary school..hehe again guess what he said..'sama masih ko ani dari dulu, nada beza bah..macam inda mau basar'..haha..I get that comment very selalu..or shall i say it a compliment.. Over the year..People either gain weight or lose weight..kebnykkan gain weight plang tu ah =P but I only increse in height..grow vertically rather than horizontally..

Ih apa ni..kata kan hiatus..tapi macam lancar saja ku blogging..haha maybe because it is the holiday..Nothing to do, more time spend dpn lappie..

~Ngalih ku nunggu ih, mana tia..

Whisper@.10:05 PM.




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